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[Sep. 23rd, 2010|01:26 am] |
xh's post just reminded me that i have to fill up my log book.so far my log book is empty dont even have my name yet.hahahaha.and its sitting in rubi gathering dust.
monday off, tuesday helped in vm change wednesday stand there whole day wait for time pass damn hungry.tmr dont know do what friday off.sian.to.the.max
this is a very hexk care post simply to remind me to fill in the log book.i have to bring big bag to work.i must rmb.
aiya by the time 30 mins pass.i would have forgotten alrdy.lol. |
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[Sep. 5th, 2010|02:56 am] |
You know, sometimes i hate dreaming. It’s so hard to build up a world that i would like to live in, a situation that i would like for it to happen, getting a reality that i want, enacting scenes in my head; just to have to stop and realise that it is never ever going to happen and i end up being even sadder, bitter and depressed every single time. Its a constant reminder that I’m never going to get what i want. That’s Life isn’t it. And it really really sucks
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[Jun. 25th, 2010|02:53 am] |
family has been on my mind recently.
feels so guilty and i feel like im running out of time.
i miss my grandmother.miss hearing her voice, looking at her face. sleeping with her always feels the safest.my favourite scene of her is always in the kitchen till late night.preparing food for us.
i feel so unfillial.i know i should go and stay with her. i should spend more time with her.but i'm just too selfish.
she's getting so skinny nowadays.and tired.the loneliness makes it worse.its funny to note that every sunday before all of us arrive for dinner, she's grumpy and frail.but at night after dinner and chatting.she's more active and cheerful.i want to let her know that i love her the most, before it's too late. im so sorry for disappointing her.i miss her so much right now...
im very proud of my sister.and she knows it because i've already told her.i think living with me from young has made her a better person than me.lol.(:
im seeing so litle of my dad.i dont know whats going on in his life.i didnt really wish him father's day and i regret it.i htink he's disappointed over this.i really want to let him know i love him so much too.and i know how much he loves me.i will never forget how he wakes up early to piggyback me every single day down the stairs on the way to school when i broke my leg in secondary school even though this knees hurt and pushes me in the wheel chair all the way to school.i wasnt light you know.
hi mummy.im sorry im not that gifted in acacdemics or anything elseand i hope you are happy to have me as your daughter.
im going to have swollen eyes tmr. |
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[May. 24th, 2010|09:33 pm] |
bai quan nv wang's pian wei qu(:
wo hen xi huan! |
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